DOWN

I dont know what to think right now, Im just feeling so guilty, upset, and just really sad.

I usually understand it when the preacher tells me that God loves, and he hasn't forgotten, but im honestly
in this position to cry, what do i do? I tried to build up my faith and charecter but today i feel like i ran a journey and lost my destination. I know i have to continue looking upwards, my parents tell me not to worry
but how can i keep ignore all that is happening. Its starting to really eat away at me, i wanna cry cause if i dont, this situation will definently consume me...

Motivated and Bright Future!

So lately i have been browsing my mind alot and like i realize just this past year i have seen and learned alot

as far as life goes, being this young it is one of the most toughest and challenging stages in my life, and its only because of all that i am exposed to. It could cause anyone to go astray, ugh and i can't tell you how in and out of prayers i have been for forgiveness because of me wanting to try out new things that really don't concern me. Ha! im only 19 and i already regret them all, i know the test of temptation is definintely not over yet. Im just thankful for the wisdom i have gained, and i now know how to better handle these situations, and dictate to myself whether it'll really benefit my path in life.

So i wanted to make sure i jot down my goals and plans so that i know
what my track in life must look like. I am very artistically driven ^_^ i love the arts, but my parents want me to have a stable path in life, and they are absolutely right because honestly arts degrees don't make you too much money unless you know your sources and contacts. I want to have a degree where no matter where or when i will be satisfied, and i have made that decision. Im going to finish schooling with a Doctorate degree no matter what i don't have a choice! While on the working on this i am not going to throw away my hobby and aspiration of being a fashion designer i will definitely open my buisness i already started practicing making outfits and clothing for myslef, and as time goes on i will save money in order to start making clothes for other people. This is going to work for me because i will bring in extra money and doing what i want at the same time...God has given me the vision and i will see it through (smiling)

This is an outfit i just finished making for myself, my sewing machine is broke but i did this all by my hand, and thats how bad i want this store of mine! ♥

Night of Serenity

Somedays your mind is just not in a thinking mode and all you want to do is blank out. I suggested i head out on the road to a place where peace of mind is easily accomplished. I didn't have to worry about nothing or anyone else even myself. 

 So i went to a place where it was just me and the world. The breeze was mighty nice through my hair and my music, oh lord knows how i love my music.

I was listening to Samantha James, and contemplating to some K Music Infact heres the link to some great music for meditation

http://www.kmusiclife.com/music/

Good Morning!

HI! This is Nyongo,

This is my first Blog in a while that will just be about life. I just want to be able
to share with people out there about the many trials and happy things we will come across in life.
I don't necessarily just want to talk about me, i want to put the focal point on the things i come across, i learn new things everyday and i feel like that is reason enough to share because things i learn will also apply to you also.

Say hi to me!